January 19

*I'm calling this January 19, because Dave Matthews is one of my idols, and if he can name his songs "numbers"(ex #41) then, I am going to call some of the songs I don't know what to name after the day I wrote them. Just a note.

I've never loved like that before
Never seen so many stars in the sky
Never floated when I tried to walk
Never felt all inside me die
No, I'd never known true love before
And now that it is gone away
I wonder if I've ever known true love
Because I thought love was made to stay

Your kiss was like one I'd never known
lost all of you in what I called my own
And I never would have guessed your promise of tomorrow
wasn't mine to keep, but instead to borrow
I thought you were here to stay
but you left and became my yesterday

I'd never known the world before
Never counted each crashing wave
Never danced in the streets without music
Never before had given all that I gave
No, I'd never known true love before
But you took that illusion away
I'm doubting what my heart calls love
Because I thought love was made to stay

I found myself hidden somewhere in your embrace
Read all my questions answered 'cross your face
And I never would have guessed your promise of tomorrow
wasn't mine to keep, but instead to borrow
I thought you were here to stay
But you left and beacame my yesterday
And I'm stuck inside today
unable to return to yesterday.